Intus et in cute - Reflections

¡Hola Amigos!

​"Intus et in cute" is a piece of music on the interior dimension, on the intrapsychic life of the internal world, on the soul of a person. The title is a Latin formula which means "Inside and in the skin". Inside is a reality that perhaps today is too often forgotten and mocked. In fact, it seems that people who live existence in their interior are objects unknown to the system. They are the ones they let in. Those who know how to love. Those that move with the coordinates of the heart. And it is inside that the most beautiful things happen in our life. I have been living for 13 years with a wonderful woman who welcomes me into her inner dimension. I entered her splendid internal garden on tiptoe, listened, observed and breathed her innate desire to live, and I immediately loved her. In the skin, in the smiles, in the grasp of the hands that were always looking for each other. In warm hugs and the desire to always be present in the life of the other. "Inside and in the skin", therefore, without the fear of being hurt, of not being understood, of causing evil. It takes courage to live inside. It is a dimension that has fallen out of favor with the advent of reality shows, where everything is entertainment, even feelings, put on display to create an audience. However, there is a handful of people, who moving in the opposite direction to that of the system, still love, let their internal gardens bloom and take care of the people they show genuine interest in. One cannot love without an intrapsychic dimension. Love is not outside. It is not giving her a diamond. It's not buy her a villa. Love is a slow construction thanks to which we take care of the other, we are not afraid of wounds, which we decide to heal with presence, listening, continuous attention and the joy of finally being able to say "people". I saw an infinite Beauty in the eyes of my Muse. I have been writing for her for 13 years. She is the one who inspires me. I have come from very far. From a place where it was not possible to feel good. Then came she who lives everything inside and in her skin and I was saved. We save ourselves in the relationship, always. We are saved in mutual understanding. We are saved in the embrace. When we find someone who does not judge us, we already begin to breathe Beauty. Purity. Oxygen. I'm close to 50. I got there by enjoying every step, feeling every moment, breathing in the scent of a finally beautiful life, as I wanted it. I lived it all inside. All in the skin. All giving shape to my internal world that deserved, since I was a child, to be respected. Now I don't want to be afraid anymore. Life is short. One moment you are a teenager, the next moment you get tested to see if you have high triglycerides. It is in this flapping of a butterfly's wing that an endless grandeur is inherent: that of being able to learn to be beautiful. I am satisfied with my existence. I consider myself a survivor. I want to be able to see my grandchildren playing free in a meadow. Inside and in the skin, however, it is not a dimension to accommodate everything that happens in the world. You need to have a screen, a filter, with which to distance yourself from what bad happens, because otherwise you feel bad. We cannot receive the distortions, the wickedness, the oppressions that dwell in the world. It is necessary to protect oneself, to defend oneself, to then live in and in the skin the sublime passions of life, the smiles and the dances, the kisses and the hands that are found, the words that blend with those of the other to create a symphony. Inside and in the skin, forever, therefore: the best way to experience love and creativity. Inside, within the secret garden and in the skin, in the limbs, in those tissues that constitute us. I have always experienced everything in my internal world. Many times I have suffered, because I allowed painful events to enter. Then I learned that not everything has to be let in. Inside and in the skin it is a dynamic that must be lived only with what makes us feel good, everything else must be at a safe distance. It must not harm us. It must not prevail. I met my Woman and I decided to live her inside, in my guts and in the skin, underneath, protecting her from the surrounding world. If you have someone who loves you, keep them in your secret garden. Love it. Defend it. Be there when it falters. Grab it on the fly, just as it is about to fall. You will be proud of it. You will be proud of yourself and your actions. There is no greater joy in life. Inside and in your skin, have the courage to live passions and love internally. Fear not: there is a great reward for those who let joy enter into themselves. May you love your steps. The words that, chosen with care, you will be able to say to your Love. The gestures of attention that you will sow along your path. Life has its own code. When you find someone who, with honesty and love, can read you, hug him. It will be the most beautiful mission of your life ...

¡Buen viento, Marineros!