my lady's breast - portrait of an invisible - labor limae finished

Roytan · My Lady's Breast - Portrait Of An Invisible - Labor Limae Concluso

Roytan
To the world
March 18, 2024

My lady's breast - Portrait of an invisible

The second origin

​I have concluded the labor limae of "My lady's breast - Portrait of an invisible," after 4 years of not entirely uniform correction and chiseling over time. The piece was resumed several times, and, on several occasions, when I felt I could add meaning to the notes, I explored new horizons. The composition is now in its final form. It bears a message of unconditional love toward the Person who resignified me and is intended to be universal: when love is reciprocal, it is self-giving, it is mutual action of understanding and interpretation, then it is the greatest gift that can be experienced in this human life of ours. The loving breast I came to know through the dedication of my Companion represented absolutely the wonder, the wonder, the ultimate and highest manifestation of the hope of having a truly worthy existence. I discovered many years ago that I was an invisible: my Woman's poignant outburst toward me, her ability to heal my wounds, the self-sacrifice with which she interpreted my desires led me to Freedom, which is the child of Truth. This is the portrait of an invisible person who became a Person, through the loving care of a graceful Nymphet with superior intelligence. "My Lady's Breast - Portrait of an Invisible" is constant in its intensity. It creates an inseparable unum, proudly displaying its tension toward the Infinite. Compelling, in the succession of the various Themes. Majestic as the melody of a man who now knows how right it is to be in the world to walk his own path. Clearly, the "breast," here, has psychoanalytic symbolic value and represents that house of the soul in which an individual is transformed into a Person, deciding never to turn back, to usher in, finally, an existence devoted to Beauty. The world could decide to follow Pulchritude even today. Nothing is precluded to it, but it needs to awaken, to awaken from hibernation, to determine which path is the right one to follow, in which mode and with which intensity. I used to say that "My lady's breast - Portrait of an invisible" has a constant value of intensity, thanks to which all the instruments sing their own melody, in accord with the others, generating a vital fabric. This achievement I firmly claim. I have reached a point thanks to which I can express my musical idea with constant intensity. The Incipit of this composition is based on 4 chords of the strings, which were written 4 years ago in the midst of lockdown, and which, to this day, really move me a great deal, because I remember how lonely I felt and intended to raise my song to the only Person who, in my love life, had never let me down: my Companion. "My Lady's Breast - Portrait of an Invisible" is the story in music of a loneliness that opens up to the world and discovers a love for men and women, the elderly and children, that envelops her with a disarming warmth, in a dimension of Beauty, that makes her believe that the healing of all is possible, in a new origin, that sanctions the growth of the Human Gender into a group of People no longer destructive. It is the intensity of this music that envelops me. To know that, behind the planes and the louds, there is a definite intention to make one's life a work of art. "My lady's breast - Portrait of an invisible" is heat of unquenchable flame. It is momentum. It is tenderness. It will not count the individuals who make it, it will count the moment when everyone awakens from hibernation and begins to march toward the Light, embraced, happy and serene, in a great celebration, which will begin when everyone is fed up with the evil that men do to other men. What dictates the goodness of this composition is the constancy of intensity, from the first to the last note, which is followed by a pathos-laden silence. The charge of pathos and feeling remains high and constant throughout the duration of the piece. "My lady's breast - Portrait of an invisible" is a poignant love song to Humanity, which the Person knows through the impulse toward his Muse, who elevates him, transforming him into creatures of Light. He who loves his Muse, knows love toward all Mankind and works, every day, for it. Many years have passed since my second origination, in 2008, as a Person of a Muse of cosmic beauty. I have written. Composed. I have seen myself within. I have gained clarity and now I can say that I am a Person who has known the dimension of invisibility, for so long and can now sing my own Freedom as a human being free of negative thoughts. Today, at the age of 50, I am a man. I have climbed some mountains. I have seen the deception of the mountain of ego, which leads nowhere. I have met with my dialogical You, who, with maieutic art, has brought Man to light from the suffering child, giving him the strength he needs to move forward, to move within the tribe of humans, to be able to speak his own word. Mine was, "Love." "My lady's breast - Portrait of an invisible" wants to be a vector. To transmit light and lead from one point in space to that dimension of Self Individuation and the active alpha function, as Jung and Bion teach. I am really happy with the end result of the labor limae of this composition, since I feel I have done a good job, with all the strength and determination to want to leave behind me a good seed, pointing, in Spring, the direction toward light, colors, in magnificent new flowers. May life shine again, as lush as a magnolia... I leave this writing of mine to the great father of waters, that he may carry it far away, to a world of Beauty, justice and truth. A healthy world. Fair. Possible...