All the times

​All the times I've died.
As often as I have hoped for.
Whenever an adverse fate took my breath away.
Whenever I haven't flinched.
Whenever I haven't fallen asleep.
Whenever I was looking for.
All the times I've despaired.
All the times I've called your name.


Whenever I am shipwrecked.
All the times you healed my wounds.
All the times I've cried in the dark.
All the times that I have dragged myself.
All the times I've risked.
All the times that I have rejoiced.
All the times you hugged me.
Every time I got up.


Whenever I have been silent.
Whenever I had something to say.
Every time I tore myself apart.
All the times I've whispered words.
All the times that I have deluded myself.
Whenever you haven't abandoned me.
All the times I have seen everything clearly.
All the times you held my hand.


As many times as I wanted to be.
Whenever a pain tormented me.
Every time you came to get me.
Whenever chaos arose.
All the times I couldn't be me.
All the times you've been on my chest.
Every time you smiled at me kindly.
Whenever our Love is renewed.


All those times are in me and belong to my inviolable self ...