This morning I corrected the song "My lady's breast - Second chance - Orchestra" and I found it very good, it contains all my intuitions and that way of composing that has been evolving with me for more than 14 years, since I met my Muse. The piece is beautiful, in my opinion, and contains a world within it. I couldn't have written it any other way. I am really satisfied, because I am exploring my world and I find, in it, valuables, old memories resurface, everything is in progression. I await the New Age of Light ...
I always thought, during the storm, that one day I would meet my Muse, a wonderful woman with thaumaturgical powers, capable of letting the rebellious boy in me grow to transform him into a man capable of loving. This was the evolution that I dreamed of for myself, since in the moment of Revelation, I would recognize myself, my ability, my good internal objects, and my deepest self would shine for the joy of those who love me. Now all this has happened, in more than 14 years and I can live, love, dedicate myself to my projects without being afraid anymore. That damned fear of failure, which was the hallmark of the storm, is now simply gone. I have loved a lot in my life, but I was not yet ready for healthy relationships. Getting to know my Muse has changed all references. We were in another system, other coordinates, another way of life. Then everything was easy: loving my woman's breasts, her ideas, her feelings and the direction she had been looking for for a long time. We went on a journey together. I loved her, her Psyche, always luxuriant. I also loved her fears, before they vanished into thin air. We grew up together. I have decided, in these days, to return to the "Breast" object, which constituted the research of my life. "My partner's breasts" is a definition that has accompanied me in recent years, thanks to which I was able to rework my requests and my desire to be a handsome, healthy, strong and capable man.